Security...the greatest need!

(6:40 AM PST) - This morning I read a beautiful devotional thought by Dr. Charles Stanley (I am just getting to know Dr. Stanley through his writings. I have been blessed by much of what he says but I do not agree with everything he teaches).

In his devotional email titled, In Touch Dr. Stanley talked about insecurity. He said, “Many people, including believers...have become so crippled with insecurity that they've surrendered practically every ounce of usefulness in the kingdom of God. This is one of the deadliest dangers in the Christian life, and it can creep into our hearts and minds without our knowing--until it's too late.”

I could not agree with him more. I have seen insecurities’ ravenous ways in others, I have experienced it within me, and I know that there is a better way. There must be victory in Jesus. Check out this Bible passage.

John 15:18-20 - "If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. 19 If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you. 20 Remember the words I spoke to you: 'No servant is greater than his master.' If they persecuted me, they will persecute you also. If they obeyed my teaching, they will obey yours also.

This got me thinking about Jesus and the rejection and hate He was faced with. What gave Him confidence? What gave Him security? After all He experienced lots of rejection.

From this passage we can learn two things: 1) we should not base our confidence/security on what others think, but rather 2) what God thinks. The passage says that Jesus has chosen us, we must internalize this, it must become the foundation of who we are.

God loves and accepts us just as we are!

Royce, we have heard this and understand this, it’s nothing new. Okay, your right. Up till now this was just a reminder. The new thought is this: Jesus had every reason in the world to be insecure, but He wasn’t, why?

Jesus suffered every temptation and struggle you and I have ever faced and more. In spite of severe rejection He had an unshakeable confidence because He knew God loved and accepted Him unconditionally and that God would never leave Him or forsake Him. Let’s learn from Jesus. Let’s remember that we are chosen and deeply loved by Jesus and God.

(7:49 AM PST)

Free Parking!

(1:35 PM PST) - Vancouver, BC is an amazing place to live and work. I moved here 1 year, 2 months, and 10 days ago and I instantly became attached to the city’s---almost endless beauty, abundant conveniences, and vast diversity. To begin listing each of the incredible attributes of Vancouver would be overwhelming for me and pointless for you because this is not a travel or tourism website. However one of the downsides of downtown Vancouver is parking.

Free parking and Vancouver are not normally found in the same sentence or paragraph because almost everywhere downtown you find parking meters patrolling every street and parking lot. It’s not uncommon to pay $1.50/half hour. Today I was headed downtown to study at the library, I was expecting to pay but was pleasantly surprised to find “free parking”.

Was it really free? I didn’t pay anything, but someone did and I benefitted, receiving almost 5 hours of free parking. I was ecstatic! The story goes like this someone was leaving when I was arriving and they rolled down their window and handed me their parking pass which was valid until 6PM.

All I can say is that Jesus is offering us eternal life free of charge. This gift cost Him lots, way more than you or I could ever afford, but it was free to us, we didn’t have to pay anything. Jesus paid it all! He ransomed us back from Satan for the cost of His life. There’s no such thing as a free lunch, free parking, or free salvation.

But there is such thing as a free gift. Jesus is offering it to you and me. Are you interested?

(1:57 PM PST)

Stocks Huge Revenues...

10:43 PM (PST) - My colleague Stevan asked me a question tonight before going to bed, something like, “how is the ‘latter rain’ going to be more/different than it was in Jesus’ life?” To further clarify the Holy Spirit (a divine being in the God head) was promised by Jesus to be a part of our life (John 14:15-21). The Bible teaches that followers of Jesus are to serve God will all their heart, body, and mind. We are to hold nothing back. We are to empty ourselves of self (I apologize this is all Christian-speak and this time I may leave some of you in the dark---if you want more information please email me). The more fully surrendered we are to God and emptied of self, the more we can be filled with the Holy Spirit.

So if Jesus was 100% filled with the Holy Spirit (and He was), then how can we be more filled? How can we receive more of the Holy Spirit during the “latter rain”? That’s the question Stevan was asking as I understand it.

Let me use to illustrations to explain my current musings. First, when it rain’s this can happen in two main ways: amount, and coverage. Let me explain, it can pour or sprinkle. That language explains the amount of rain (or density). Then it can also rain all over town, or a region, or it can rain in only one spot (i.e. a field, parking lot, or any distinct area). This would be coverage (or how wide spread the rain stretched or expanded).

We could also talk about the stock market. You can buy a stock for $10 in Nike and I can buy a stock for $10 in Apple iPhone. The we wait a year and sell our stocks. You sell yours for $50 and I sell mine for $1000. We both spent the same amount of money but we each got a different return.

I believe it is this sort of phenomenon that will make the “latter rain” different. Jesus was filled 100% with the Holy Spirit, we understand that on the day of Pentecost every believe who was in the house was totally filled with the Holy Spirt (Acts 2:1-4), and before Jesus comes again His people will be totally filled, but things will look different. We aren’t better, but we see a much greater manifestation than has ever been seen. The return will be higher (tell me if you get my pun).

11:17 PM (PST).

Speak Lord...

To meditate in simple terms means to think deeply or focus one’s mind for a period of time. Likely there are as many ways to meditate as there are people who have differing spiritual experiences...

...more coming when I have time to finish writing :)

Talking with God...He's my friend!

It is my practice to spend time talking with God the Creator of everything we see and know---including ourselves (these are my beliefs based on the Ancient Hebrew writings (aka Old Testament of the Bible), and New Testament of the Bible written by the followers of Jesus).

The reason I spend time talking with God and reading the Bible (a compilations of books and letters that He inspired men and women to write), is because I receive a spiritual blessing and fulfillment. I must admit that this is not always the case. I don’t always walk away fulfilled, and I don’t always feel like spending time with God. But I know it works---I think I must be the X factor, not God.

If I understand the Bible correctly God longs to be with us (Exodus 25:8 and Matthew 1:22-23). In Genesis humanity was separated from God because of their sin (Isaiah 59:2) and from that moment the Heart of God has always longed to be with His people. God loves us, God want’s us, God want’s to spend time with each of us because love cannot exist outside of relationships. But we are the problem, I am the problem, sometimes I don’t want to spend time with God---so how can I possibly be fulfilled from His friendship.

In life we only benefit from the relationships we invest in, it must be the same with God. Yes, the Bible teaches that God is our Master, and our Saviour, and Teacher, and He also executes many other roles/positions. But God is more than a business owner who is large and in charge and provides various services for His benefit/profit. No, God is much, much more than that. God is our friend (John 15:15).

We must start thinking of God as our Friend and begin investing time in a relationship with Him like we do with our earthly friends. I love spending time with my friends most of the time it is so refreshing.

This is how my time with God must become!

(10:33 AM PST)

Just a little talk...con't

At 3:01 am and I was awakened by a crazy dream. To be honest I dream a lot, almost every night. Sometimes multiple times a night. Most of the time I don’t think twice about my dreams. But in tonight’s dream someone (a friend of mine) committed suicide.

Do dreams mean anything? Most of the time probably not, but I would be foolish to say that they never mean anything. In the Bible God would often talk with His messengers during the night through dreams.

You may be reading this blog and thinking, great more crazy talk from a Christian about their crutch of a god. What I am about to share will sound totally like a crutch, but I have a question.

Have you ever used crutches? I have and when you really need them they are excellent, they work, the really do! They help you to heal. I have no problem admitting that I am a broken person, living in a world filled with nothing but pain, suffering, tears, and death all around. I need something (or Someone) to help me navigate this war torn planet, and I would posit that all of us have a crutch of some kind, we all have something that we believe in and trust will help survive from day to day. My bias and belief is in God. What’s yours?

From my experience God is tangible, He is active, and He “seems” (in my estimation DOES) improve my life.

Okay the rest of the story...

Well I’m not going to share the dream because the details are too personal. But I will share the message of hope God riveted in my mind through the dream my “little talk” with Him.

Last night before I went to bed, I blogged about my “little talk” with God not being so fruitful, because when He was talking I was not listening. There’s a beautifully simple song that says, “just a little talk with Jesus make it right, makes everything right”. If I’m listening this is always my experience. And I believe that God answered my prayer last night (see my last post).

Punch line: my prayer (God speak to me), my dream (life is precious but people choose to quite life all the time---i.e. suicide), message from God (I’m hear to help carry you through---I really truly want to be your crutch---will you let Me?).

In Deuteronomy 1:29-31, Moses beautifully reminds Israel that God is their Saviour, God is Almighty, God will protect them and carry them through any trial, struggle, or challenge.

I don’t know what you are going through, but I know that’s a message I needed to hear. God will carry me through, and He will carry you through too---if you let Him. God is a gentleman He won’t force us.

Thank you God, Thank you Jesus, Thank you Holy Spirit

R

P.s. sorry if this post waxed way to long and not eloquently enough. Let me know if it was too long or if it did not flow smoothly. I’m doing my best to keep my posts short and interesting to read. Let me know how I am doing and how I can improve (royceodiyar@gmail.com).

Just a little talk...

It’s the end of my day...

I must be honest, I have forgotten what I really want to talk with you about. When I got in bed about an hour ago, all I wanted to do was share my heart with you, and “just have a little talk”. But then I got focused on making all the changes and development to this blog/website. On one hand I’m happy that I am close to announcing this site publically. But I’m more sad that I missed a great opportunity to connect heart to heart with you.

This seems to be one of the great challenges of my life and of life in general.

We are all to busy and constantly distracted by the glittering attractions all around. God, You must work so hard to get our attention, only to find us unwilling to take the time to respond to Your whisperings. We treat you like husbands’ treat their wives and boyfriends’ their girlfriends’...”what honey, what did you say, can you repeat that, I’m sorry, I was distracted”.

We have a listening problem. I have a listening problem.

As I finish typing I’m desperately trying to remember the burden of my heart and what I wanted to share with You in words that could be a blessing to others, but the words do not return.

I will close for now asking that You speak to me again. I will try my best to listen this time, so we can actually have a nice “little talk”.

With love from your child, disciple, servant, and friend

R

10:20 PM